It is easy to say that a person is broken. But how often do we care to understand what actually made the person feel that broken? Honestly speaking, people nowadays don’t have time to get over their own problems. But if you look into it, a broken soul can be one hell of a job to fix. I am not talking about a broken heart, but a broken soul. Take it from me, it is much worse.
A famous song, Numb by Linkin Park and it’s music video rightly hits the painful parts of my heart in the context of a broken soul.
How it feels to be broken at the soul?
When a person is broken, it is like something is smothering them.
A hollow feeling gradually making each breath more and more difficult to inhale.
A confused mind, looking for a solution.
Desperate to be happy again.
But having no idea about the ‘How’, everything is so difficult.
Trying to be someone they are not, tired of proving themselves.
All for what? Just for another stroke of pain and disappointment?
Everything looks pointless, every action worthless.
A feeling rushes through the heart, to run away, run away to somewhere peaceful.
And never return.
Cannot feel anything, just wanting to go into a deep sleep.
Because that’s the only thing to completely disconnect from this world, for a while.
Badly searches for hope, for something good to lift them up from the ground they’ve fallen on.
Stares at the wall for long hours, thinking and asking: ‘why me?’
Ready to trade nearly anything for a little peace of mind.
I cannot stress more on the importance of your dreams here. By dreams, I mean your aspirations, your passions, things you want to accomplish for your happiness. Your dreams are the only thing that are going to pick you up and give you strength in the present, for a better tomorrow, a hopeful tomorrow.
I know there are days when everything seems to be falling apart. We all have been through tough times. But you need to hold on to hope. For hope fuels your dreams, your actions and You. Tell yourself, “This is going to pass”, “It will be better tomorrow”.
Nothing should bring you down. Hold on to your dreams and hold on to hope. Always.
Never lose that smile. 🙂