Moments of Doubt

Posted by Rupali G on

I have those moments…

Those moments of doubt,

Is this all worth anything?

Would I ever get what I have been yearning for?

I see wishes being granted, as if they were always meant for them.

On the other side I look, where every wish, every desire was just thrown back at my end.

What did I wish for? What were my desires?

Were they so unattainable? Or was the spark somewhat less in my fire?

Believe! They said, believe in your actions,

But was I so unworthy? So much with all my belief, that they always ended up in breaking into a thousand fractions?

It kills me, kills me to feel this pain,

Should I try though? Once again?

Maybe I should, Maybe I would,

Maybe this time everything will take a turn for good.

Those moments of doubt, 

they take away everything for a while,

But I still believe there will be a better tomorrow,

When all those wishes and desires will be granted by this universe, and there shall be no more reasons for sorrow.

Never lose that smile. ☺

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  1. Shiva Malekopmath says:
    June 29, 2017 at 5:59 am

    Let all wishes come true.

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 29, 2017 at 6:16 am

      I hope for the same. Thank you! ☺

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  2. Blooming Soul says:
    June 29, 2017 at 6:29 am

    Not all wishes may come true but never to stop cause we all have long journey to travel & as said world is not a wish fulfilling factory.
    Keep smiling. 😊😊

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 29, 2017 at 7:55 am

      Yeah. We gotta move on.
      Thank you so much! ☺

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  3. Didis Art Design says:
    June 29, 2017 at 6:47 am

    Dear friend,

    I have nominated you for the “One Liebster Blog Award”
    Congratulations!

    https://didisvgp.wordpress.com/2017/06/29/my-nomination-for-the-one-lovely-blogger-award/

    Feel free to participate, it is not a must 🙂
    Wishiing youi a relaxing time
    Didi

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 29, 2017 at 7:57 am

      Wow! Thanks a lot again for this nomination Didi!!
      Much appreciated! ☺☺☺

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      1. Didis Art Design says:
        June 29, 2017 at 8:31 am

        Welcome, my dear Rupali 🙂
        Have a nice time
        Didi

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      2. Rupali G says:
        June 29, 2017 at 8:32 am

        😄😄

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  4. Jokerswild says:
    June 29, 2017 at 6:50 am

    When dreams and reality collide, that’s where the magic resides. Dreams stop when hope does and hope stops when we do. That’s why we never give up, take the “T” off of can’t and go from there. 💫

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 29, 2017 at 7:58 am

      Wow! Beautifully stated.☺
      Thank you so much for this! 😊💐

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      1. Jokerswild says:
        June 29, 2017 at 10:32 am

        Welcome. 🌹😊

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  5. Jokerswild says:
    June 29, 2017 at 6:50 am

    Never lose that smile.😉

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 29, 2017 at 7:58 am

      Yeah! Never! 😊

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      1. Jokerswild says:
        June 29, 2017 at 10:33 am

        🙂

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  6. Basilia Eyowel says:
    June 29, 2017 at 10:25 am

    I totally relate to this feeling. I think that things fall into place eventually, even better than what we wished for.

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 29, 2017 at 10:35 am

      Yes I hope for the same too!
      Thank you so much for your encouraging words! ☺

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  7. Shayra says:
    June 29, 2017 at 3:17 pm

    Beautiful writing as allways. Goodluck👍

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 30, 2017 at 6:52 am

      Thank you so much dear Shayra! ☺

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      1. Shayra says:
        June 30, 2017 at 6:54 am

        Welcome dear😊

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      2. Rupali G says:
        June 30, 2017 at 7:01 am

        😊😄

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  8. johnsmithiiimxiii says:
    June 29, 2017 at 5:38 pm

    In chaos and doubt, those long dark nights of the soul, not only can we learn to survive, but we can also learn who we truly are. Lovely piece!

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 30, 2017 at 6:52 am

      True words! Thanks a lot for these! ☺☺

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  9. Ben Naga says:
    June 30, 2017 at 2:49 am

    Expectation is the mother of disappointment. Fortunately she is other children. 🙂

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 30, 2017 at 6:53 am

      Yes, true! ☺

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  10. Ben Naga says:
    June 30, 2017 at 2:51 am

    Oh dear. That should have been “has there children” rather than “is other children. 😳

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 30, 2017 at 6:54 am

      Hehe I got it. No worries.
      True words again! Thanks for Reading! 😄

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  11. Ben Naga says:
    June 30, 2017 at 2:52 am

    Or at least “has other children”! Maybe I should give up and go to bed. 😀

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 30, 2017 at 6:54 am

      Hahah.. hey thats okk.. i got you anyway! ☺

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      1. Ben Naga says:
        June 30, 2017 at 10:07 am

        I don’t get this careless usually. In conjunction with a touch of punctiliousness (OCD? 🙂 ) it is not a good combination.

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      2. Rupali G says:
        June 30, 2017 at 11:51 am

        That’s okay, Ben. Don’t worry about it. 😊

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  12. Jyotirmoy Sarkar says:
    June 30, 2017 at 3:42 am

    The common confusions in the journey of life presented very nicely.

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 30, 2017 at 6:55 am

      Thanks a lot for your appreciation!! 😊

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  13. Sunil@BeingHuman says:
    June 30, 2017 at 4:14 am

    This Post of yours Touched ☝🙄
    This Doubt Always Sucks! Ur line that are Goals so unattainable or we have less spark in our fire?.. ☝ yahi toh heh jo hamesha doubt rehta heh!
    Unattainable toh kuch nai bss Spark should be more now!! ✌
    Faith is there to conquer it and yes the day will come 😊
    I pray your wishes come true soon !!
    Keep reminding n motivating by such posts 🤗😊☝✌👏🙏

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 30, 2017 at 6:57 am

      Yes Sunil, these doubts often come and go. But all we need to do is have faith and keep working.
      You’re right, nothing is unattainable.
      Chaho toh sab kuch h asaaan 😀..!!
      Thank you so much for your wishes!!
      I wish the same for you. ☺

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      1. Sunil@BeingHuman says:
        June 30, 2017 at 8:20 am

        Agreed ☝👌🙏
        Thank you 😊

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  14. Sunil@BeingHuman says:
    June 30, 2017 at 8:19 am

    Agreed ☝👌🙏
    Thank you 😊

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  15. kingajpg says:
    June 30, 2017 at 5:15 pm

    you are not the only one who’s feeling this way… I think everyone has those moments, but the best thing you can do is take a little break, meditate, gather your thoughts and find another inspiration source. We all have some sort of purpose in this life and we cannot give up on it.

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    1. Rupali G says:
      June 30, 2017 at 7:14 pm

      Yes exactly. That’s what I always try to do.
      Thanks a lot for your inspiring words! 😊

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  16. shreyans says:
    July 1, 2017 at 3:22 am

    The wishes will surely come true. But once a wish turns into real, another wish appears, so it is a never ending process. No material wish has the power to provide you with permanent happiness.
    Shreyans

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    1. Rupali G says:
      July 1, 2017 at 9:13 am

      I agree. But some wishes are important. But yes, there is no end. ☺

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    2. Rupali G says:
      July 1, 2017 at 9:14 am

      Thanks a lot for reading! ☺

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  17. shreyans says:
    July 1, 2017 at 10:49 am

    It was great

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    1. Rupali G says:
      July 1, 2017 at 3:16 pm

      Thank you so much! ☺

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  18. Shayra says:
    July 4, 2017 at 2:14 am

    I have nominated you for Sunshine Blogger Award. Congratulations.

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    1. Rupali G says:
      July 4, 2017 at 9:12 am

      Thank you so much, Shayra for this honor! Its always so blissful when you are respected and acknowledged for your work.
      Many Thanks! 🙂

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      1. Shayra says:
        July 4, 2017 at 11:04 am

        Yes,You r right .It’s my pleasure dear😊

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      2. Rupali G says:
        July 4, 2017 at 8:52 pm

        😊😊

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  19. Prakhar Bansal says:
    July 5, 2017 at 11:00 am

    Beautiful use of words that made me appreciate it without a moment of doubt.😊

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    1. Rupali G says:
      July 5, 2017 at 6:06 pm

      Aww.. thank you so much for your kind words! 😊

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  20. shubhamd96 says:
    July 13, 2017 at 8:35 am

    Hi dear,
    I have niminated you for The mystery blogger award. You deserve this. You can check that article here https://shubhamd96.wordpress.com/2017/07/13/the-mystery-blogger-award/

    Congrats again…
    – shubham ❤

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    1. Rupali G says:
      July 15, 2017 at 4:50 pm

      Wow! Thanks a lot, Shubham. You’re too kind.
      A million thanks!! 🙂

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      1. shubhamd96 says:
        July 15, 2017 at 4:56 pm

        Welcome dear…😘

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  21. iampharaohmaktuk says:
    July 29, 2017 at 10:45 pm

    And keep fighting through them until

    ‘there will be a better tomorrow,

    When all those wishes and desires will be granted by this universe, and there shall be no more reasons for sorrow.’

    Beautiful!

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    1. Rupali G says:
      July 30, 2017 at 7:52 pm

      Thank you so much for your encouraging words. Yes, will keep fighting with hope. Thanks a lot! 🙂 🙂

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      1. iampharaohmaktuk says:
        July 30, 2017 at 7:57 pm

        You’re welcome!! Good vibes your way!

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      2. Rupali G says:
        July 30, 2017 at 8:03 pm

        🙂 🙂

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  22. Nikhil Raj Gupta says:
    August 1, 2017 at 4:59 pm

    This brought smile on my face 😊
    May your wishes come true
    God bless.

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    1. Rupali G says:
      August 2, 2017 at 2:34 am

      I’m so happy you smiled. Never lose it. 🙂 Thanks a lot! 😊

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