Maybe…

Maybe I’m trying too hard sometimes…

To make myself feel better,
despite the awkward situations around me.

To run away from the real world,
to a place where I find my very own comfort zone.

To NOT accept the things as they are,
because of a fear of losing them.

To ignore the reality of the moment,
because of being too afraid of getting hurt.

To breathe past the tears,
because I know if I start crying now, I may never stop.

To let my fears take control of my thoughts,
I don’t wanna be weak.

All this “trying”,
these situations defying,
drains me at some point,
uncertainty,
blurry,
out of control,
it all gets.
Maybe for once,
only if I let go of ‘me’,
surrender to my emotions,
just for once,
I may find that peace,
I’m yearning for,
Maybe…

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Never lose that smile. πŸ™‚

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48 Comments Add yours

  1. Cynthia Sage says:

    Hurrray!!!! Was going to come searching for you on Facebook.
    I’ve been off for a while just got back and didn’t really see you around, but now.
    Now, MAYBE… If you let go of ‘you’ and let your LQ(love quotient)…take charge…you’ll find yourself soaring in an unexplainable level of tranquility.
    I’ve missed your posts, Rupali.

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    1. Rupali G says:

      Aww, Cynthia! Your words…they always soothe me. Sorry, I was a little occupied these days, but never gone. 😊 And yes even I tried searching you on facebook but couldn’t find you. I’m Rupali Goyal, Hisar, Haryana, India. Do search once again and send me a request. Would love it.! ☺

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      1. Cynthia Sage says:

        I couldn’t find you.
        Maybe you should search for me instead. I’m Imade Cynthia

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      2. Rupali G says:

        Okay. I will search for you.

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  2. Sayar_AV says:

    Hey…. Nice one….
    After a long time u did post

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Rupali G says:

      Thanks a lot, Sayar. 😊
      Yeah I had been away for some time, but back now. ☺

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      1. Sayar_AV says:

        Good news for WP….. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚
        Keep shining keep rocking

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      2. Rupali G says:

        Haha! You too, Sayar. πŸ™‚

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      3. Sayar_AV says:

        Yup…. Me too…..

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  3. beavoicefororphans says:

    First of all, this is a very good poem with such depth and meaning! Second, you have a beautiful heart (longing to grow and care)… Third, it is definitely good to cry for you will find some healing on the inside and room for more of love to take its place. Fourth, it is alright to be weak for then you may just find the One who is strong to hold you or even carry you until you’re able to stand and walk again… Yes, there is peace to find…

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    1. Rupali G says:

      Wow. You’re so right.
      Thanks a ton for your kind words dear! They mean a lot to me.
      πŸ™‚πŸ™‚

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  4. I love your poem and thought process. Beautiful!

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    1. Rupali G says:

      You’re too kind dear. Thank you so much for all your love! πŸ’–πŸ™‚

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      1. You are very welcome.

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      2. Rupali G says:

        πŸ™‚πŸ™‚

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  5. KNIGHT says:

    Back with a wonderful strong post ❀

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    1. Rupali G says:

      Hehe! Thank you so much!! πŸ™‚πŸ€“πŸ˜†

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  6. shubhamd96 says:

    Badi der lagadi apne wapas aate aate….hahaha

    by the way really nice poem..

    I missed your name in my reader section❀. keep writing dear

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    1. Rupali G says:

      Thank you so much, Shubham! 😁

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  7. Raj says:

    Very touching poem Rupali… yes I agree… More you love more you cry…but that doesn’t stop you from being you.Solution for everything is “acceptance” of things, however harsh they are. Simply no point trying to change something out of your control..
    Cheers to you…

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    1. Rupali G says:

      Very true, Raj.
      Thank you so much for your kind words. ☺

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  8. Ben Naga says:

    Only one way to find out perhaps …

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    1. Rupali G says:

      And that is…??

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      1. Ben Naga says:

        Simply response to your ending words.

        “Maybe for once,
        only if I let go of β€˜me’,
        surrender to my emotions,
        just for once,
        I may find that peace,
        I’m yearning for,
        Maybe…”

        Does that make it clear for you? Didn’t mean to be abstruse. 😳

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      2. Rupali G says:

        Oh yes. Sorry! πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

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  9. Ben Naga says:

    Don’t worry, Rupali. πŸ™‚

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    1. Rupali G says:

      Thank you so much for reading, Ben! ☺

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  10. Jokerswild says:

    This was lovely and so true….it feels sometimes we gotta lose ourselves to actually find the real us.

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    1. Rupali G says:

      Yeah. Exactly. Thank you so much. ☺

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  11. Indian Fuddu Boy says:

    Nice πŸ™‚

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Rupali G says:

      Thank you so much! 😊

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  12. Yet another great piece of writing…Spellbound β˜β€πŸ™πŸ™
    You Always Inspires meπŸ™Œ…Thank you for Such Thoughtfull n Learning Posts….Aap thoda zaada likha Karo, More Posts…KeepInspiring✌☝ πŸ˜¬πŸ˜œπŸ˜ŠπŸ™πŸ™πŸ™

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    1. Rupali G says:

      Hehe.. sure yr.. sorry a bit held up these days.
      Thanks a lot for all your appreciation! 😊

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  13. swati sharma says:

    Hi rupali.. Very nyc blog. M new here.
    Show your love ans support by following me.
    Thankyou πŸ™‚

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    1. Rupali G says:

      Thank you so much, Swati. ☺
      And yes, welcome to the blogging fraternity. 😊

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    1. Rupali G says:

      Thank you! 😊

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  14. shubhamd96 says:

    Hey I have nominated you for the Get to know me child award.

    It will be fun. I am so excited to see your cute pic and things of your childhood.

    You can read the myΒ  this post here.

    With love

    -Shubham

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  15. Tarun Mankar says:

    Hii. Awesome article…. keep Posting 😊

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Rupali G says:

      Thank you so much, Tarun. ☺️

      Like

  16. Shayra says:

    Very nice. You haven’t written anything for so long. Missing your writing.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Rupali G says:

      Hey Shayra. I’m sorry I have been away. Missed you too. Will be back soon with a new piece. ☺️

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      1. Shayra says:

        I ‘m waiting for that. Happy Dhanteras dear😘

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      2. Rupali G says:

        Happy Dhanteras Shayra β˜ΊοΈπŸ’

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      3. Shayra says:

        Happy choti diwali😘

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      4. Rupali G says:

        Hehe happy choti diwali shayra ☺️☺️

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